There is so much stress today. because I slept in stress last night. There is so much stress that it is too stressful to type it out. I heard Matthew 5:16 just now, and my heart lightened up a lot. but I'm still hoping that the relief would be more than that. by part I want it, by part I don't want it. see, even wanting relief is a stressful choice. Some say I take too much on myself. and I think that is a choice that I made, and the last thing I will do is complain am I complaining? well, typing out this, kinda eases me a little bit. So it is part of the solution, and it is not just complaints. perhaps God will send someone to comfort me. so this post is not a complaint, it is part of the solution. okay, this is like the shortest and most meaningless post in my whole life. but oh well, maybe it isn't that meaningless, it just shows that God is around, before, during, and after my stressful times. In God I trust.